Won't someone PLEASE help me?

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Original poster: "Garry F. by way of Terry Fritz <twftesla-at-uswest-dot-net>" <garryfre-at-pacbell-dot-net>

My only working NST unpotted NST bit the dust and I just found out that I
nicked another secondary in my lame clod attempt to be as careful as I could
be, I broke a wire about four layers deep in the only good secondary it had.
 
The first one arced and is beyond repair and I have another I am trying to
unpot but that one has a bad secondary and this means I have NO 12/60 NST's at
all!! I had another good nst but I nicked that ones's secondary as well. This
makes three NST's I have destroyed in the most careful depotting I can manage. 
 
I can no longer tolerate this any more. Please, I put up a message this morning
begging for someone to help me figure out what kind of MOT configuration might
meet my needs for the NST and I got no answers.
 
Please, if there is anyone out there that can help me I am begging. I have
spent close to a thousand bucks on stuff trying to get this thing going and I
finally get a good setup except the NST dies like flies. I am through with
NST's for good because it is apparrent that I am not capable of the fine work
necessary to depot one of these things without destroying it with stupid nicks
and broken wires.
 
All I ask is if someone can help me figure out a MOT setup I could use for this
telsa coil. Otherwise it is going into the trash and I am going to give up this
hobby forever. I never ever want to go through this again. 
 
Depotting sounds simple but it is BRAIN SURGURY that I am simply incapable of!!
 
I would even be willing to pay someone $200 bucks for a good depotted 12/60.
After trying to depot four transformers and only succeeding with one, trying
again would be the stupidest thing I could ever do.